Intomesee is an exercise and an experiment. A way to look into myself and have you along for the ride, if you so wish. On this first episode, I come face to face with accepting that if we are being honest, if I'm being honest, spending the holidays by myself wasn't as ok as I thought it would. On a different time it could've been. But here and now I found myself longing for something I lost, but more than that, I face the question that's been nagging at me, how do you help Dr Jekyll when you're afraid of Mr. Hyde. Or even when the fear has been placated and time has passed, still, in matters of mental health, how to draw the line between watching out for ourselves and being there for family. What does it look like to be there for family? Is it always to be there? or can it be to let them be?