that was weird my entire description just disappeared. but as I was saying I am not okay. the last few months have just been insane! I don't know what is going on but the energy just doesn't stop downloading. the good thing about it is I know that this is happening and I'm aware of what is going on. I believe a lot of problems happen when you don't realize something different is happening. something definitely different is happening to me. now I just need to figure out what I'm supposed to do with all of this energy that's coming towards me. I also need to know how I can block some of it so that I can get my health back up to where it needs to be. that's mental and physical health. thank you so much for following this crazy journey.