Feelin Weird

By Kye Plant

What's Feelin Weird about?

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Gentle, intimate, & heartfelt conversations about taboo and stigmatized subjects aimed to normalize the humyn experience and to create a feeling of "I'm not alone!"

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Feelin Weird episodes:

07.17.2023
132. The FUNERAL of Feelin Weird!
This is the last episode of Feelin Weird! Welcome to the celebration of LIFE for this podcast. Gaby, Dagenson, Goose, Producer Kye and I all pay our respects to the podcast--along with MANY other listeners and past...
06.13.2023
131. Life-Changing Support Groups (w/ The Spirit Fingers Collective)
My conversation with the LIFE-CHANGING support group I created (and facilitate) called The Spirit Fingers Collective! Recorded Jan 29, 2023. Buy MERCH: https://kyeplant.bandcamp.com/ SUPPORT via PATREON*: https://www.patreon.com/feelinweird DONATE via Paypal Review, Rate & Subscribe on Apple Podcasts Instagram: @feelinweirdpod Website: www.feelinweird.com Contact: [email protected] Here's a list of...
04.13.2023
130. Death, Grief & Learning SELF-LOVE
CW: contains talk of death, surgery, suicide, & grief. Sara returns!!! (ep 4) to talk about being humbled by a CATASTROPHIC year in her life AND how she learned to TRULY love herself through it. This story is VERY touching...
12.06.2022
129. Get me a Bigger Shell, I'm GROWING!
Dayle Hendrix returns (episode 120) to talk about death & destroyers, creative endings & new beginnings, surviving capitalism, and the pre/post-apocalypse need for REAL community. We also discuss: Re-learning how to play and celebrate and have fun; Honouring and embracing...
11.06.2022
**The Podcast Is Ending**
Send a LESS THAN 3 minute audio file before DEC 15, 2022 to [email protected] to be a part of the "GOODBYE FEELIN WEIRD listener audio collage". You are welcome to be anonymous if you choose. It's time for me to...
10.22.2022
128. The Self is a Community (w/ Hillary L. McBride PhD)
Hillary L. McBride PhD returns (ep 105) to talk owning the tenderness, pain, & wisdom inside; coming back to the self; becoming a parent; grief & joy; and The Wisdom of Your Body. This is a BEAUTIFUL conversation! We also...
09.30.2022
127. Inner Peace & Learning the Hard Way
Shayne D. returns (ep 60, 72, 73 & 107) to talk about living on his own for the first time in his life, why people do "crazy" things; & how he's finding peace on the inside & outside. we also...
08.26.2022
126. Being with the Pain & Joy of Life
Sone talks growth VS. fixed mindsets; hope & hopelessness; karma; practicing LOVE & compassion; learning disabilities; & healing relationships. we also talk: being with ALL of the humyn experiences (grief & joy); energy purging; fearful-avoidant attachment styles; sitting with the...
07.30.2022
125. Vaginismus & Healing PTSD
Maja talks Vaginismus; mind-body connection; finding a safe therapist; trauma therapy; healing through relationship; & PTSD. CW: brief mention of sexual violence & self-harm. We also discuss: shaking, screaming, jumping up and down to release energy; behavioural therapy (CBT) as...
07.26.2022
124. Endometriosis & Autism
Karrigan shares her story with autism, sensory issues, letting go of shame, SPECIAL INTERESTS (Lady Gaga & Jurassic Park), chronic pain, Endometriosis & Adenomyosis, shitty doctors, AND getting a hysterectomy in her 20s. We also talk: ADHD; not being taken...
05.17.2022
Emotional Stewardship & Internal Community Belonging (Patreon Bonus ep 71)
In which I sit beside the river and share ideas about decolonizing the inner landscape, slowing down & shifting the Emotional Climate-Change (within every humyn on this planet). Also discussed: Grieving and celebrating as part of honouring life; Carrying grief...
05.06.2022
123. Grief is Collective
Kitty Sipple talks collective grief; multiplicity; the psychiatric industrial complex; synchronicities, magic & tarot; living in extreme states; & being Mad, Multiple and Autistic. Kitty is Mad & multiple. they are a constellation of neuroqueer/Autistic polymath polymorphic storytellers. kitty exists...
04.06.2022
122. Creating More Connected Community (w/ Dr. Robyn Henderson-Espinoza)
Dr. Robyn talks developing relationships with our bodies; sitting and BREATHING (coregulation) in nature; rejecting & reclaiming spirituality; autism (sensory overwhelm); & MORE. Dr. Robyn Henderson-Espinoza (TransQueer Latinx Activist Scholar & Politicized Theologian) joins me for a heart-felt conversation about...
03.16.2022
WEIRDOCALLINSHOW EP2: Mr. Happy's Stealing Joy From The Cloud People! (bonus ep)
The second episode of THE WEIRDO CALL-IN SHOW features inter-dimensional listener phone calls, listener-submitted songs AND guests like Producer Kye, Colin Show, Dagenson, Sarah Sarenson, Legal-Advisor Timmy, and FUTURE ME! This one's weird, silly, and heart-centred! Topics include: decolonization; inner...
03.01.2022
121. Psychedelics, Spirituality + Taking in Love
Natalia and I navigate shut down; taking in love; fear of people, spirits, & losing control; magic, mystery & awe; challenging trips; reclaiming spirituality; & "what is my place in this world??" Natalia joins me for what MIGHT be the...
02.14.2022
WEIRDOCALLINSHOW EP1: The Universe is Weirder Than We Thought! (bonus ep)
The first episode of THE WEIRDO CALL-IN SHOW featuring 1 hour of inter-dimensional listener phone calls, listener-submitted songs AND guests like Producer Kye, Gaby, Blee-Bleep, and younger versions of me. This one gets REALLY WEIRD, really silly, AND really REAL!...
01.29.2022
120.1 Do you need SUPPORT? I can HOLD SPACE (follow up)
Do you need and/or want someone to listen to and hold space for you as you grieve/feel and reconnect with your body and emotions? Are you tired of seeing therapists who don't ACTUALLY listen or support you? Do you like...
01.19.2022
120. Making Peace with Death + Fabry Disease
Dayle Hendrix's entire life changed when, at age 16, she received a terminal diagnosis (Fabry Disease). She thought she'd be dead at 30, but she's surpassed that age and now she's making sense of her diagnosis and what LIFE and...
12.31.2021
119. BPD & CPTSD!
Dresden von Saturnalia was raised by an emotionally inept military father & an absent mother (who died when Dresden was 18). Dresden, until recently, struggled VERY hard with stability, friendships, safety, and emotions. He's found deep healing in his journey...
12.23.2021
Body-Scan Meditation + a Pep Talk for Challenging Times (Patreon Bonus ep 64)
A solo episode involving a body-scan meditation (to remember what it's like to have a body), a pep talk for anyone experiencing a challenging time (eg. holidays with family), & a heavy dose of love for your healing inner-child (that...
11.30.2021
118. Relapse into Self Harm
CONTENT ADVISORY: death, suicide, violence, self harm. John Penman returns (episode 76) to talk about his recent relapse into self harm (and how he's learned to treat himself with compassion), processing death, BPD, consent and psychedelics. we also discuss: self-punishment;...
11.10.2021
117. Compassion, Love + TRUE Support (w/ My GURU, Amber)
Amber Nicole (episode 71) reached out to me at a time when I was at my absolute lowest (~5 years ago). She sat with me as I tried to untangle years of confusion, trauma, and deep, deep shame. This is...
10.19.2021
116. Autism + Neurodiversity
My guest and I are autistic. We talk about being HIGHLY sensitive, masking, autistic burnout, neurodivergent shame, and getting a diagnosis. We also discuss: the shortcomings of the western medical system; turning off ALL emotions as a response to having...
10.09.2021
115. Empathy, Jealousy & Believing in Self (w/ Non Wels)
Non Wels (You, Me, Empathy; Feely Human) and I navigate BIG feelings, jealousy, psilocybin journeys, DIY healing and art, limiting beliefs, self-harm and the belief that "I deserve to be in pain." We also discuss: perfectionism; BPD; the power of...
10.01.2021
do you need/want SUPPORT? I can hold SPACE.
Do you need and/or want someone to listen to and hold space for you as you grieve/feel and reconnect with your body and emotions? Are you tired of seeing therapists who don't ACTUALLY listen or support you? Do you want...
10.01.2021
do you need/want SUPPORT? I can hold SPACE.
Do you need and/or want someone to listen to and hold space for you as you grieve/feel and reconnect with your body and emotions? Are you tired of seeing therapists who don't ACTUALLY listen or support you? Do you want...
09.01.2021
114. PTSD & War
At age 18, Greg Washington had the chance to enter the NFL draft and instead chose to serve his country (USA) and go to war. A few years of combat later, his two best-friends were killed and he was forced...
08.06.2021
113. Gaslighting & Cyberbullying
An anonymous guest was cyberbullied and gaslit by students in his college for an entire year, he shares how this DEEPLY impacted his sense of safety and self! We also discuss: fear of eye contact; understanding trauma response (fight/flight/freeze); the...
07.19.2021
112. Psychedelics & Emotions (w/ James W. Jesso)
James W. Jesso (Adventures Through The Mind) and I discuss the potential of psychedelics for DEEP-healing, the POWER of understanding emotions. and the MAGIC of words. We also discuss: transforming a "BAD TRIP" into a life-changing experience, experiencing "I AM...
07.07.2021
111. Making Meaningful Conflict (w/ Tuna Melt!)
Conflict is inevitable. My partner, Tuna, joins me to destigmatize conflict within relationships (especially for people with deep attachment wounds and traumas)--to normalize "sometimes it feels really hard to be in relationship (and this is how we find meaning within...
06.29.2021
110. Health Obsession & Depression!
Alex Benbow Carter (artist, musician) and I talk ALL things ANXIETY, depression and CREATIVITY. We also discuss:panic attacks during class presentations;SMALL talk;opening up to strangers;INSOMNIA;challenging relationships with our dads;HOW TO be an adult?;grieving death in family;health-anxiety ("I HAVE CANCER!!!" (except...
06.14.2021
109. Unlocking Your MEAT Prison?
Christina Jumper (Pickles and Vodka podcast) and I question REALITY, spirituality/Christianity, Brene Brown & celebrity WHILE also wondering "is riding a motorcycle meditation for people who need danger to feel safe??" CW: BRIEF mention of suicide. We also discuss: IS...
05.31.2021
108. Being Triggered in Conversation (& how to resolve it and find connection)
Ruth/Haha and I explore a challenging conversation which results in me feeling triggered (listen as we gently resolve it, through non-violent communication, and come back into a really beautiful connection)! We also discuss: playfulness and FUN; DEEP depression; hula-hooping &...
05.23.2021
Why I question the concept of "Mental Illness" (and the Western Medical Industry as a whole) (PATREON Bonus Ep 51)
In which I discuss WHY I believe that framing my neurodiverse brain and the way I experience the world as a DISORDER, a disability and/or a PROBLEM which NEEDS to BE FIXed is only ONE way to frame it (and...
05.14.2021
107. BIG feelings & the CYCLE of TRAUMA
Shayne D. returns (episodes 60, 72, 73) on his 2-years-out-of-prison anniversary! Shayne spent 22 years (a life sentence) in prison for murder, he's finding his meaning and NEW ways to express himself emotionally and artistically! CW: brief talk of violence,...
05.11.2021
On PAIN, LOVE + making amends (PATREON Bonus Ep 50)
A BONUS audio journal in which I discuss my relationship with the GIANT beaming volcano of LOVE inside of me and how I've been taught to repress it and to feel shame about it (and shame about how I experience...
04.20.2021
106. Masc, Trans + big FEELINGS
Two trans artist people talk about gender, masculinity, + processing and reacting to BIG feelings! My guest was raised female, I was raised male; neither of us identify with our gender assignment (at birth) and THUS we EACH have a...
04.09.2021
Struggles in Masculinity & Gender (PATREON Bonus Ep 49)
A gentle and intimate trip down memory lane that DEEPLY connects me with toxic masculinity (and how that REALLY impacted and harmed me). This is me exploring what it MEANS to be raised male in a world that celebrates emotional...
04.01.2021
Waking Up To Love and Feelings (ITASAOAMB?! Part 1) (PATREON Bonus Ep)
Part 1 of "Is This A Spiritual Awakening (OR a mental breakdown)?!" (A short series during a period in my life where I am experiencing some kind of awakening/understanding of my self and the world I exist in (and aware...
03.24.2021
105. Unlearning Toxic Masculinity (w/ Hillary L Mcbride)
Hillary L McBride (Therapist, Writer, Podcaster) has a HEART-FELT conversation/connection with me about unlearning toxic masculinity (harm) and reconnecting with AUTHENTIC self (among MANY other things)(healing). I cried, I laughed, I loved this. We also discuss: eating disorders; feminism; healing...
01.19.2021
103. Masculinity, Privilege + Dads
Blair joins me to discuss relationships with our dads, being raised male, repressed emotions, cool guys, toxic masculinity, what "success" means, being young punks, the harm we've caused, unlearning bias and learning tenderness. We also talk music!, anxiety, depression, vulnerability,...
01.05.2021
Listening to Inner Wisdom (PATREON Bonus Ep 44)
A Patreon BONUS episode (audio journal) in which I discuss SLOWING down (REST); tapping into inner wisdom; finding CALM, AUTHENTIC strength within; a perfect counselling experience; processing anger; and showing up as authentically as possible. To listen to more bonus...
12.11.2020
On Processing BIG Feelings + Judgements (PATREON Bonus Ep 40)
An audio journal in which I discuss how I process big feelings as a result of being triggered by what someone else says/does AND how I see how my projections play a part in that process. This is a PATREON Bonus...
11.29.2020
102. Big Feelings & Autism!
Nic (Pynk Spots, Bitchy Shit Show, etc) talks repressing emotions, anger, disability, getting diagnosed with autism as an adult and SO MUCH more! Listen-to and/or Watch my episode (ep 002) on Pynk Spots SUPPORT via PATREON*: patreon.com/feelinweird/ Buy MERCH:...
11.19.2020
101. Autism
Tobias didn't receive his autism diagnosis until he was in his 20s! In this episode, he explains disability, stimming, masking, ableism, and his experiences and obstacles. We also discuss: sensory overstimulation; not having childhood memories; eye contact; closed captions; accessibility...
11.04.2020
100. Understanding Emotions (w/ Hilary Jacobs Hendel)
Hilary Jacobs Hendel (author of "It's Not Always Depression"; psychotherapist) explains AEDP, how emotions & trauma function, and how shame, depression and anxiety act as adaptive states. We also discuss: emotionphobic culture; laughter as a defence; feeling overwhelmed & dissociated;...
10.20.2020
99. Blackness & Mental Health
(CW: brief talk of suicide & self harm) Alexis explains how white supremacy and racism has drastically impacted her mental health as a black womyn. She talks growing up in white spaces; needing to work X times harder than white...
09.29.2020
98. Anxiety + Chasing the Present (w/ James Sebastiano Jr.)
James Sebastiano Jr. talks anxiety, depression, and his pursuit to understand his mental health, all of which are topics of his recent film, Chasing The Present (available Sept 29, 2020). We also discuss:panic attacks; numbing feelings with drugs/alcohol; learning to...
09.15.2020
97. AEDP (w/ Penny Fenske)
Penny Fenske (AEDP practitioner, clinical counselor) explains what Accelerated Experiential Dynamic Psychotherapy IS and how it affects people. Penny is one of the warmest, kindest, strongest people I know and I feel so honoured to share this conversation. I myself...
09.01.2020
96. Social Justice, Allyship + Reparenting Your Inner-Child
PEPAḴIYE Ashley Cooper returns (episode 18) to continue the discussion about race, racism and stepping into fear. She tells of her experience as an indigenous woman, reclaiming her identity, culture, language and sense of belonging. This is a tender and...

What's Feelin Weird about?

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Feelin Weird episodes:

132. The FUNERAL of Feelin Weird!

131. Life-Changing Support Groups (w/ The Spirit Fingers Collective)

130. Death, Grief & Learning SELF-LOVE

129. Get me a Bigger Shell, I'm GROWING!

**The Podcast Is Ending**

128. The Self is a Community (w/ Hillary L. McBride PhD)

127. Inner Peace & Learning the Hard Way

126. Being with the Pain & Joy of Life

125. Vaginismus & Healing PTSD

124. Endometriosis & Autism

Emotional Stewardship & Internal Community Belonging (Patreon Bonus ep 71)

123. Grief is Collective

122. Creating More Connected Community (w/ Dr. Robyn Henderson-Espinoza)

WEIRDOCALLINSHOW EP2: Mr. Happy's Stealing Joy From The Cloud People! (bonus ep)

121. Psychedelics, Spirituality + Taking in Love

WEIRDOCALLINSHOW EP1: The Universe is Weirder Than We Thought! (bonus ep)

120.1 Do you need SUPPORT? I can HOLD SPACE (follow up)

120. Making Peace with Death + Fabry Disease

119. BPD & CPTSD!

Body-Scan Meditation + a Pep Talk for Challenging Times (Patreon Bonus ep 64)

118. Relapse into Self Harm

117. Compassion, Love + TRUE Support (w/ My GURU, Amber)

116. Autism + Neurodiversity

115. Empathy, Jealousy & Believing in Self (w/ Non Wels)

do you need/want SUPPORT? I can hold SPACE.

do you need/want SUPPORT? I can hold SPACE.

114. PTSD & War

113. Gaslighting & Cyberbullying

112. Psychedelics & Emotions (w/ James W. Jesso)

111. Making Meaningful Conflict (w/ Tuna Melt!)

110. Health Obsession & Depression!

109. Unlocking Your MEAT Prison?

108. Being Triggered in Conversation (& how to resolve it and find connection)

Why I question the concept of "Mental Illness" (and the Western Medical Industry as a whole) (PATREON Bonus Ep 51)

107. BIG feelings & the CYCLE of TRAUMA

On PAIN, LOVE + making amends (PATREON Bonus Ep 50)

106. Masc, Trans + big FEELINGS

Struggles in Masculinity & Gender (PATREON Bonus Ep 49)

Waking Up To Love and Feelings (ITASAOAMB?! Part 1) (PATREON Bonus Ep)

105. Unlearning Toxic Masculinity (w/ Hillary L Mcbride)

103. Masculinity, Privilege + Dads

Listening to Inner Wisdom (PATREON Bonus Ep 44)

On Processing BIG Feelings + Judgements (PATREON Bonus Ep 40)

102. Big Feelings & Autism!

101. Autism

100. Understanding Emotions (w/ Hilary Jacobs Hendel)

99. Blackness & Mental Health

98. Anxiety + Chasing the Present (w/ James Sebastiano Jr.)

97. AEDP (w/ Penny Fenske)

96. Social Justice, Allyship + Reparenting Your Inner-Child

The Podcast Is Ending