It's not a vacation. It's just not. Adapting to life in a new country is not easy. You have to learn a whole new way of life. Even if it's little adjustments you still have to make little adjustments in every aspect of life. That's not to say that it hasn't been great. It has. But that's life: there are ups and downs. There are unexpected surprises both good and bad. However, we are learning to trust the process and trust God through it. It seems so easy but it's very challenging. Life is crazy.