At least once each week a listener will ask me (John Dehlin) about my testimony in the LDS Church.  Liberals or ex-Mormons call me an apologist.  Conservatives accuse me of being a "wolf in sheep's clothing."  So, to dispel the speculation--and in response to lots and lots of requests, I reluctantly share my story within the Mormon context.  In this episode, I discuss my marriage, the importance of the church to my family, and the experiences I had as a seminary teacher in Seattle that led to the dissolution of my testimony in the LDS Church (as I knew it).  I also discuss how the writings of Eugene England, Lowell Bennion, T. Edgar Lyon, Leonard Arrington, and others (in Sunstone and Dialogue) helped me to reconstruct my faith.

028: My Story Part 2--Losing My Religion, and Finding it Again

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I served an LDS mission in Guatemala in the late 1980s. As my mission progressed, we began to average over 700 baptisms per month, with some companionships baptizing over 40 in one month. When I tried to talk with my mission president about the issue--it got messy. Today we claim 12+ million in the Church, but truth be told, less than 1/2 of them actually consider themselves Mormon....and thus the reason why activity rates are so closely guarded.

001: Kiddie Baps...My Mission Experience in Guatemala

David O. McKay presented a dramatic contrast to his predecessors: an athletic, movie-star-handsome, clean-shaven figure who often wore a white double-breasted suit; contrasted to the dark-suited, bearded polygamists (or, in the case of George Albert Smith, son of a polygamist) who preceded him as Church President ever since Joseph Smith. In an age prior to professional image-makers, he instinctively grasped the importance of appearance, and coupled it to the substance of a professional educator to become an icon of Mormonism whose persona did much to change the negative image of the Church in much of the world.

002: Gregory Prince and "David O. McKay and the Rise of Modern Mormonism"

003: Gregory Prince, David O. McKay and the Blacks/Priesthood Issue"

004: Inside the Mind of an Anti-Mormon

The Mason/Mormon connection consistently ranks as a top 10 issues for those who are struggling with, or who have left the LDS Church.  Greg Kearney, a lifelong, multi-generational Mormon and Master Mason, discusses the history of Masonry, how it became associated with the LDS Church, and why this association is a positive, and not a negative one.

028: My Story Part 2--Losing My Religion, and Finding it Again

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