Hey, friend!

What happens when you choose to save a life through bone marrow donation, only to suffer a devastating concussion the next day that leaves you bedridden for years? Rachel Van Pelt faced this exact scenario—along with infertility heartbreak—and discovered that God wanted to heal her spirit before He healed her body.

In this powerful episode, Rachel shares her eight-year journey through what she calls "the murky middle": that agonizing space between the promise and the fulfillment where most suffering actually happens. From seven years of physical therapy to confronting buried shame and unforgiveness, Rachel reveals how God used her darkest valley to bring spiritual healing she didn't even know she needed.

In This Episode:

Key Themes: Bone marrow donation testimony, post-concussion syndrome recovery, infertility and faith, the murky middle of suffering, spiritual healing vs physical healing, confronting buried wounds, shame and fear voices, God's perfect timing, spiritual warfare during illness, forgiveness and restoration, trusting God through chronic illness, abiding in Scripture during trials, community support in crisis, when prayers aren't answered as expected

This isn't a story about instant healing or easy answers. It's an honest look at what happens in the long, dark middle of suffering—and how God's faithfulness shows up even when you can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. Whether you're battling chronic illness, infertility, depression, or any prolonged trial, Rachel's story offers hope: God cares more about your spirit than your circumstances, and He's working even when you can't see it.

Content Note: This episode discusses chronic illness, concussion trauma, infertility, depression, night terrors, and the process of confronting buried emotional wounds with honesty and hope.

May you enter God's presence in the murky middle of your own life today, my friend.

Always, Anna

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