What is like losing a loved one for example your grandmother, uncle, singer, teacher, friend, Favorite Athelete etcHi My name is omid khanian i am a 11th grader in uni and this is an episode of what is like losing a loved one. Please listen this might make you cry if u lost your grandmother, uncle, friend, family, teacher and more cause this happens to me in 2021 That i lost 2 one my grandmother and my uncle.On February 17th 2021 I lost my grandmother due to cancer. She was 74 years old. Before she died. I left my cousin's house. I cried because she was an angel that is part of our family and we all don’t want to lose her. I prayed to god that hopefully she will wake up and continuing here life. On Valentine's day 2021 she suffered a stroke then she went to the hospital and the doctor gave her the vaccine shot but we said noooo cause she has cancer but the doctor said we have to do it. When my grandmother was in my cousins home she was sleeping and she wasn’t waking up she was still breathing which is a good sign but when she returned to the hospital (me and my parents was at home) When it was 11:18pm my 2 cousin check her pulse it stop moving and that moment my cousin were crying so much. Before when she got a stroke she felt better like she was healthy but when she got a stroke it's sad. My Grandmother died of cancer but i didn’t know yet cause i was sleeping. On February 18th 2021 i was in a zoom meeting and it was my 1st period class on ZOOM and my mother interrupted me for one second and she said to me “Omid Joon ………. I have to tell you something ….. It's bad news ……… Mam… an (She was crying to) finished (Passed away) she died last night when you were sleeping………..”. I was listening to the song Ouj-e-asman by Mohammad Esfahani which means “On the top sky” (it was a sad song) And that moment i was shocked crying so much that i close my Chromebook cause i was feeling down like i didn’t want to finish school because it is an important day a sad day for us. Throughout the day I emailed my teachers and saying i can’t make it to the zoom meeting because my grandmother passed away etc. While i am talking to this podcast makes me sad inside to so i might feel sad. Sorry if i stop on a word cause it feels like she is listening to my podcast. When it was here funeral my grandpa was crying alot cause my grandpa loves my grandmother so much and my grandpa is 84 so they are both 10 years apart my grandparents was born in iran my grandma was 14 and my grandpa was 24. My grandparents was born during WW2 but it wasn’t in iran thank god.During her funeral to me it felt like she didn’t pass away. She is here And every month when it's close to her day she comes to my dream a lot and also we have to go to her grave every month until her year because it is the jewish rule. If you would like to see her she will like to meet everyone that we introduced to her and she loved my teachers, my friends family back in elementary school and she will do anything. Her grave is in Eden Memorial Park. We don't know the name yet but I will lyk.And here is a cool story on June 19th 2021 we went to see her and once we see her my mom was saying maman joon we've missed you so much (my mom cried) please life is not the same without you we've missed you so much Thank you so much for being with us during this difficult time letting omid, getting good grades and getting his vaccine thank you maman joon. After my mom finished talking there were thunderstorms. Before when we saw her it was sunny, a little bit chilly and right after that it started raining a lot like hard rain. That means to me that I think my grandmother was crying so hard that she misses us so much. Then when we left and went to wash our hands it stopped over in her gravesite it was raining but in front of the Eden memorial it was not raining which she was crying in her own gravesite and i never see that happen. It was a gift from god that she could hear us.One time my grandmother came t