This episode is a continuation of Mag-isa Pero Hindi Lonely. Hindi recap, hindi re-explain. More like the next thought that came after acceptance.

• EP 3 was realizing na okay lang mag-isa.
• EP 4 is realizing na dahil dun, mas gumaan pala yung buhay.

We talk about what happens after you stop feeling lonely. Yung hindi ka na nagfo-force ng plans, hindi ka na kailangan ng constant noise, at yung silence hindi na nakakapanic. Tahimik lang siya. At minsan, okay na yun.

May mga bagay ka ring biglang nagustuhan na dati tinatawag mong boring. Staying in. Errands. Walking without headphones. Not filling the silence just because.

Hindi ko rin inexpect na ganito pala yung kalma. Hindi siya goal. Hindi siya decision. Parang results lang siya ng pagiging okay sa sarili mo.

Mas tahimik na at mas masaya pala.