What if starting today we grow like a sunflower in the direction of the light - what would feel different? What could change? Would more things start to go in our favor? Would more good start enter our life? 

I can not tell you if you + your spouse are going to make it. Or if your friend will forgive you. But I can tell you that you that things are going to be as okay as you believe they are. Look for the light, and you will find it.