I am discussing with Ghada, a Saudi Ex-Muslim about her experiences and trauma leaving Islam

Here is the YouTube version of this conversation: https://youtu.be/Nnx6yp3B4tg

Here are the time-stamps for the interview:

0:00 Introductions1:50 Ghada’s background - the problem of repeated cousin marriage in her family, her engagement to a Shia guy8:52 Issues that Ghada and her family faced as Shias in Saudi Arabia13:15 Ghada’s childhood, a quick overview of her parents and how they influenced Ghada growing up.16:20 Ghada’s religious background and how ultra-orthodox her mother was.20:47 Losing a cousin at the age of 6 and how it impacted Ghada.22:18 Putting on hijab at the age of 9 even when she did not like it.25:30 The problem of not giving people a choice.26:25 How Ghada’s parents tried to mold her into a person they wanted without respecting her individuality and personal agency. The conformist culture in Islam.33:58 The name-calling and how it affected Ghada.36:56 The cult-like nature of religiosity in Ghada’s family38:47 Ghada’s experience as she was finishing high school and preparing for undergraduate studies.45:40 Ghada’s college experiences - how it helped her in her journey of questioning and deconstructing Islam.51:08 How Ghada’s prior experiences affected her first relationship and how therapy helped her navigate relationships54:40 Ghada’s breakdown after a relationship failure and how she sought help from doctors and psychiatrists57:00 Ghada’s attempted suicide in 2014 and the realizations that came with surviving the suicide attempt.58::30 Leaving Saudi Arabia and seeking asylum in the US. Extreme dependence - Children of dysfunctional families1:01:14 The healing process - trying different medications and trauma therapies.1:11:29 Shrooms and the research for their use for treating anxiety and depression.!:13:20 Dialectical behavioral therapy and how it equips people with better coping mechanisms and responses.1:17:55 Does Ghada hold any anger towards Islam or does she blame her parents for her experiences?1:23:14 Ghada’s advice to people who might be living with toxic families1:25:30 How the culture and religion are intertwined.1:29:14 Recommendations for people who are looking for community as well as help.1:33:10 Final remarks.