Have you ever felt like everyone would be better off without you, but you're still here, breathing… somehow?

Welcome to the first-ever episode of She’s Honestly Mental. I’m Corrina — medicated, hospitalised more than once, and still figuring it out. In this episode, I’m sharing the letter I once wrote when I didn’t think I’d see another birthday. It was meant to be a goodbye. Now it’s the beginning of this podcast.

If you’ve ever carried everyone else’s chaos while secretly falling apart, you’ll hear yourself in this story. I talk about suicidal thoughts, hospital admissions, and the weight of pretending to be okay. But more importantly, I talk about what happens when someone finally notices. When you get help. When you find your way back to yourself, mess and all.

You’ll leave this episode feeling less alone, more seen, and hopefully with a little more hope than you started with. Because the chaos doesn’t mean you’re broken. It just means you need support. And this is where that begins.

If this episode made you feel a little less alone, I’d love to know. Come say hi over on Instagram at @sheshonestlymental. Even just a 💛 in my DMs lets me know you're out there listening, relating, surviving. Let’s keep going, together.

In this episode we cover:

• Corrina introduces the podcast and its raw purpose
• Content warning for sensitive themes
• The suicide letter she once wrote to her family
• The internal noise and chaos of mental illness
• The disconnection between appearing functional and feeling broken
• The moment she was honest with her family about wanting to die
• Her hospitalisation and what it really looked like
• The shift that came from sharing online
• The unexpected connection and outpouring of support
• Why she started She’s Honestly Mental
• The power of mental health toolkits and honest conversations
• A hopeful message to anyone who feels alone in their pain

Connect with Corrina on Instagram at @sheshonestlymental.
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