http://archive.org/download/Ark.City.First.Podcast/11-04-12am.mp3 Have you ever been neck deep in life and just thought "I hate this." You work and struggle and sometimes you just want to check out.  It's never a sin to have these thoughts; the sin is to act on these thoughts.  Sometimes we work to accomplish works for God and begin to fail and become depressed that we have ruined what God wanted us to do. And sometimes we fail to recognize the reality at hand; but we need to admit to these moments so that God can shoulder the truth.