#115 - Blase Grinner - The conscious man   In this epsiode we meet blasegrinner from C.M.B meet ups   Blase opens up about....   -An abusive father -Being sexually abused as a 9 year old -Questioning his sexuality -Finding his voice -Losing his identiy as the captain of the QLD and NZ age grade rugby league teams due to his violent behaviour -Masking pain with alcohol, porn and gambling -Leaving a $200K salary package to explore coaching, and failing   We also touch on our conversations leading into this podcast and how it nearly all fell through due to me showing up poorly!