In this Sabbath Spiral, I reflect on the fire I thought I missed—and the moment I realized I was the flame all along.

This is the story of what really happened after I saw Christ.

It’s about the fire that followed. The voice that opened.

And the quiet knowing that the judgment I was afraid of was never from God—it was from ego.

I weave through John 16:12–15, Revelation, and the truth about what happens when the Holy Spirit enters you—not through ritual, but through surrender.

This isn’t just a story about awakening.

It’s about becoming the vessel.

The fire was never the wrath.

It was the remembering.