When the Shamanic Death Cycle Finally Ends

In this episode, I’m finally unpacking the conclusion to my wild shamanic awakening journey—what I’ve been calling the “saga of the ham sandwich.” It all kicked off with a harrowing “fairy bride” experience that threw me into a living nightmare. For months, I was chewed upon by psychic parasites and attacked by hostile covens who hijacked my spiritual process, leaving me drained, confused, and nearly broken. I’ll share how entities like Loki and Odin stood by me during this trial by fire, even when I didn’t understand what was happening.

The turning point came with a “Rumpelstiltskin moment”—the profound realization that simply naming the source of the attack could break its power over me. This episode is about coming out the other side, rediscovering ancestral arts like “pitch pulling,” and finding peace after the chaos. I’m sharing this raw and convoluted story as a testament to survival and to let anyone else going through their own “crazy shit” know that you are not alone, you can make it through, and there is immense power in speaking your truth.