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I need help raising money to purchase a badly needed computer to continue my podcast and my vital work promoting love, diversity and inclusion. Please go to my GoFundMe page to help out:
https://gofund.me/2cc2aa948
In this episode I remember my painful and at times rather humorous psychological journey surviving child abuse. I started life as a happy and very flamboyant little boy who enjoyed playing dress up with his mummy's cloths once in a while. When I turned 12 my Mormon Bishop commanded the men in my life to fulfill their spiritual duty and beat the queer out of me. I bribed myself to survive by promising myself I would never forget how I was feeling and what I was thinking. I swore someday I would write it all down so children in my future world would never have to endure such pain. Sadly, many children, including Mormon children, are still suffering as I once did. I pray this podcast will help them.
Dedicated to Justin, the man I love. If I ever grow up, I want to be a joyful old man who never stops fighting for equality for ALL. Justin's relentless joy gives me the inspiration and determination to never stop.
By Stuart MerrillI need help raising money to purchase a badly needed computer to continue my podcast and my vital work promoting love, diversity and inclusion. Please go to my GoFundMe page to help out:
https://gofund.me/2cc2aa948
In this episode I remember my painful and at times rather humorous psychological journey surviving child abuse. I started life as a happy and very flamboyant little boy who enjoyed playing dress up with his mummy's cloths once in a while. When I turned 12 my Mormon Bishop commanded the men in my life to fulfill their spiritual duty and beat the queer out of me. I bribed myself to survive by promising myself I would never forget how I was feeling and what I was thinking. I swore someday I would write it all down so children in my future world would never have to endure such pain. Sadly, many children, including Mormon children, are still suffering as I once did. I pray this podcast will help them.
Dedicated to Justin, the man I love. If I ever grow up, I want to be a joyful old man who never stops fighting for equality for ALL. Justin's relentless joy gives me the inspiration and determination to never stop.