"When you’ve been praying for what feels like an eternity and you still haven’t gotten the answer you so deeply desire, an answer that you feel so intensely would do nothing but glorify God, it feels really hard to even eek out an ask to God that He would just fix the parts of your life that are broken. It’s a tender wound that you’re scared to open up again out of fear the next time you’re injured, that’ll be the one that takes you out. You perhaps even begin to believe that maybe you’re not worth the thing you’ve dared to hope for. You think, “No, that’s for everyone else. They get the happy ending, not me.”"