In 2 Corinthians 12 & 13, we learn that faith that tested can't be trusted. God allowed a thorn in Paul's life to help keep him humble and fully dependent on the Lord. We need to live in the Lord's powerful grace every day. We need to live in the power of the Lord and His strength, not trying to do life on our own or in our own strength. We need to take our hands off and let the Lord lead and guide us in every step. It's okay to not be okay, because the Lord's grace, mercy, and love are powerful enough to carry us through anything and everything. We need to be willing to trust Him and let Him. When we do, His power will radiate through our sink holes to the world around us. Let Him search and reveal anything that doesn't belong and repent quickly as soon as it is revealed. Get back up and keep running for Jesus with all your guts. There's nothing better in the world than running desperately with Jesus.