2: Holy and Horror-When pain piles up

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On August 2nd 2022, I held his hand, the same way I did on our wedding day, when he took his last breath. Exactly one year later, I woke up paralysed, struck by FND. 
 
This is not therapy. It is raw, sacred survival. 
A sanctuary for shattered souls, where grief howls, rage prays, and healing is slow and shared. 
 
No platitudes. No pressure to “overcome.” 
Just real stories, real scars, and a voice whispering: 
“Me too. This still hurts. Let us sit in the holy dark together.” 
 
Welcome to a sanctuary for shattered souls: 
Where grief is not fixed, it is honoured. 
Where pain is not silenced, it is sung. 
 
Here, we lament loudly, not with advice, but with Psalm-style howls. 
We honour wounds that still throb…I am not “healed”; I am healing beside you. 
We reclaim broken dates, August 2nd: death → paralysis → resurrection. 
 
Vision &amp; Purpose 
This is not therapy, not coaching, not preaching. It is witness-bearing… 
It is about: 
Public storytelling as communal healing ❤️‍🩹  
Amplifying voices of lament in a world that rushes grief 🗣️ 
Scars as sacred maps for others in darkness 🗺️  
Solidarity through testimony, not solutions 
 
Format: 15-30-mins weekly episodes; 3 segments: Story, Scripture, Solidarity  
 
I will be starting solo not because my voice is enough, but because His voice in my suffering is the whole point…</div>

Religion & Spirituality

Christianity

On August 2nd 2022, I held his hand, the same way I did on our wedding day, when he took his last breath. Exactly one year later, I woke up paralysed, struck by FND. This is not therapy. It is raw, sacred survival. A sanctuary for shattered souls, where grief howls, rage prays, and healing is slow and shared. No platitudes. No pressure to “overcome.” Just real stories, real scars, and a voice whispering: “Me too. This still hurts. Let us sit in the holy dark together.” Welcome to a sanctuary for shattered souls: Where grief is not fixed, it is honoured. Where pain is not silenced, it is sung. Here, we lament loudly, not with advice, but with Psalm-style howls. We honour wounds that still throb…I am not “healed”; I am healing beside you. We reclaim broken dates, August 2nd: death → paralysis → resurrection. Vision & Purpose This is not therapy, not coaching, not preaching. It is witness-bearing… It is about: Public storytelling as communal healing ❤️‍🩹 Amplifying voices of lament in a world that rushes grief 🗣️ Scars as sacred maps for others in darkness 🗺️ Solidarity through testimony, not solutions Format: 15-30-mins weekly episodes; 3 segments: Story, Scripture, Solidarity I will be starting solo not because my voice is enough, but because His voice in my suffering is the whole point…

On August 2nd 2022, I held his hand, the same way I did on our wedding day, when he took his last breath. Exactly one year later, I woke up paralysed, struck by FND. 
 
This is not therapy. It is raw, sacred survival. 
A sanctuary for shattered souls, where grief howls, rage prays, and healing is slow and shared. 
 
No platitudes. No pressure to “overcome.” 
Just real stories, real scars, and a voice whispering: 
“Me too. This still hurts. Let us sit in the holy dark together.” 
 
Welcome to a sanctuary for shattered souls: 
Where grief is not fixed, it is honoured. 
Where pain is not silenced, it is sung. 
 
Here, we lament loudly, not with advice, but with Psalm-style howls. 
We honour wounds that still throb…I am not “healed”; I am healing beside you. 
We reclaim broken dates, August 2nd: death → paralysis → resurrection. 
 
Vision &amp; Purpose 
This is not therapy, not coaching, not preaching. It is witness-bearing… 
It is about: 
Public storytelling as communal healing ❤️‍🩹&nbsp; 
Amplifying voices of lament in a world that rushes grief 🗣️ 
Scars as sacred maps for others in darkness 🗺️&nbsp; 
Solidarity through testimony, not solutions 
 
Format: 15-30-mins weekly episodes; 3 segments: Story, Scripture, Solidarity&nbsp; 
 
I will be starting solo not because my voice is enough, but because His voice in my suffering is the whole point…

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