Carole Baskins Diary

2001-11-27 Carole Diary


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I am about to leave to get a bite to eat, however, I wanted to tell you:
You looked so pretty at the gate this morning as you left.  Everything about you inspires me to do good, to do right, to go for my dream of helping many with health care problems.  This may well be started in this coming month, at least with a trip to Jacksonville with you to visit with my computer guru person.   I need your feedback there since you have more experience there than do I.  I believe with what he has in mind, what you have in mind and with what I have it will be perfect and effective and fun.
 
I wish to tell you that I am perfectly at peace right now other than being hungry.   This location on the earth with you is a powerful one for me because of it's privacy and the things that surround my pee-pee twice daily.
 
You Carole are the most important thing in my life, I hope you understand.  No one could be sweeter or more perfect than you.  I enjoyed last night listening to music a great deal.
 
Dear Peter Kent, I am so touched by your sweetness, your gentleness and your abounding love.  I am beyond words with the emotions you fill me with.  You are the center of my universe and I look forward to exploring more of it with you.  Last night was magical... I am deeply indebted to you.
 
This morning I told my mother about the alligator dream and she thinks it represents the fact that I would not accept Don back into my life if he were to show up on the door step tomorrow.  That has been a huge fear of mine; that despite what I know now about him, I would take him back because I was so in love with him.  I have hated myself for even thinking that I would, and yet, at some level fearing that I would.  I told her she may be right because no man could ever compare to you and no man would ever be enough for me after loving you.  Love, Carole
 
Please think about sex once in a while today.   I am getting into a routine of putting you to sleep and waking you up.  If it is too much ever, just say so.   It's a loving thing.  Love, Peter Kent
 
 
I've been writing my story since I was able to write, but when the media goes to share it, they only choose the parts that fit their idea of what will generate views.  If I'm going to share my story, it should be the whole story.  The titles are the dates things happened. If you have any interest in who I really am please start at the beginning of this playlist: http://savethecats.org/
 
I know there will be people who take things out of context and try to use them to validate their own misconception, but you have access to the whole story.  My hope is that others will recognize themselves in my words and have the strength to do what is right for themselves and our shared planet. 
 
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Music (if any) from Epidemic Sound (http://www.epidemicsound.com) This video is for entertainment purposes only and is my opinion.
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Carole Baskins DiaryBy Carole Baskin