Pleasure Pleasure Pleasure Pleasure

At 10:29 PM 1/6/03 -0500, Carole wrote Howie:

 

That was a sigh of relief and contentment for those of us who do not have email sound.  Thanks for a wonderful evening.  I am pretending to write this to ask the name of the book on the four personality types.  I really do want to know, but the real reason is to tell you that Wednesday is now up to you.  I didn't wish to go another week without the pleasure of your body in mine, but now that you have given me such an exquisite, sensual experience, I will let you decide if you want to do that again so soon.  I personally would never turn down the opportunity to do the wild thing with you, but I do not wish to impose.

 

This email should have been entitled pleasure as I used the word four times in one paragraph and had to go back with a Thesaurus and exchange it for words of similar meaning, just so I wouldn't sound like someone with a one track mind.

 

I enjoyed the movie.  It made me think.  Any time you can get a blonde to do that, it is probably a good thing.  Someone who recently came to me for money (and not under the guise of love) was rattling on about dating, the voices in his head and his failed marriage of 22 years.  It was the first time I had heard anyone say out loud that they heard voices, (since Joan of Arc) so what had been a monologue that had about put me to sleep finally had my attention when he said, "I will know I have met a good person when that little voice inside my head isn't screaming at me, over my infatuation, "stop!  look at all these warning signals! pay attention!".  He went on to reason that you always hear the voice, but you tell your self you can fix them, change them, put up with them or whatever and in the end, you can't.  That made me think about you.

 

My little voice hasn't warned me once about you.  There isn't one thing about you that I think needs fixing nor changing.  For someone who makes a career out of fixing and changing things, I find that a remarkable feeling.  What a delightful experience this has been and continues to be! -Carole

 

I've been writing my story since I was able to write, but when the media goes to share it, they only choose the parts that fit their idea of what will generate views.  If I'm going to share my story, it should be the whole story.  The titles are the dates things happened. If you have any interest in who I really am please start at the beginning of this playlist: http://savethecats.org/

 

I know there will be people who take things out of context and try to use them to validate their own misconception, but you have access to the whole story.  My hope is that others will recognize themselves in my words and have the strength to do what is right for themselves and our shared planet.  

 

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Music (if any) from Epidemic Sound (http://www.epidemicsound.com) This video is for entertainment purposes only and is my opinion.