Howie to Carole on lovemaking:

I just want to express something I increasingly feel.  When we make love, I find to be something different and beyond what I have experienced in the past.  In a way that does not all mean to imply anything less about the excitement, it is less what I have always thought of as "sex", and more like some kind of emotional merging.  And what is wonderful is that I find that feeling growing slowly and steadily, versus any feeling of lessening that can come with familiarity and repetition.  It is a wonderful feeling.  - Howie

Carole to Howie:

I came in, rushed and wanting to get the chain of command issue copied for everyone at Easy Street and was greeted by your beautiful letter.  Thank you for sharing that with me.  I agree that it is an emotional bonding that does increase in intensity with every touch, every kiss, every kindness.  I am so happy to be with you.

 

Attached are my thoughts on the chain of command and where I think you could do us an awful lot of good.  I will delete your name from the copy I send to the rest of the board so as not to speak for you, nor to surprise them.  When you have time, I would like your thoughts on it. - Carole

 

Howie invites me to Scientology Center

You are welcome to attend the lecture if you would like, of course.  It is at the scientology center though, in case that makes you uncomfortable.  Bit of a freaky place.  Starts 7:15.  I have to go a few

minutes early to sign off or something on this series of "auditing" with Donna.  They have concluded I'm done.  Not sure if that means I'm hopeless or I passed or what, but I'm glad not to spend more time on it.  It was interesting and glad I did it.  Got a few very interesting  thoughts /insights from it.  But I doubt if more hours would yield more.  Of course, they will want to suck me into the next whatever it is for some ungodly amount of money.  Hold my foot if you see me slipping into the cult!  Actually, the only other thing that interests me there is this sauna treatment that is supposed to sweat out all past x-rays and drugs (in my case prescription, but for others, recreational) etc that they say get stuck in our bodies.  But that can wait, if ever.  Rambling now - back to work.  If it happens you want to attend this let me know.  Mark is a weird dude, just to prepare you if/when you ever meet him.

 

I've been writing my story since I was able to write, but when the media goes to share it, they only choose the parts that fit their idea of what will generate views.  If I'm going to share my story, it should be the whole story.  The titles are the dates things happened. If you have any interest in who I really am please start at the beginning of this playlist: http://savethecats.org/

 

I know there will be people who take things out of context and try to use them to validate their own misconception, but you have access to the whole story.  My hope is that others will recognize themselves in my words and have the strength to do what is right for themselves and our shared planet.  

 

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