n this heartfelt entry of 20•11, Matt reflects on the tumultuous year of 2019, marked by significant personal losses leading up to the birth of his son, Rian. He shares his emotional journey through grief, the challenges of new parenthood, and the complexities of co-parenting. Matt emphasizes the importance of finding purpose in life, especially through the lens of fatherhood, and the lessons learned from adversity. His candid insights reveal the struggles and joys of being a dedicated father, navigating life's challenges, and the unconditional love he has for his son.