On today's episode: "I had been an adult for more than a decade before this sunk in. I had gone so much of my life, fixated on my world and the people and things in it. If plans didn't go the way I wanted, there was this annoyance and anger that things didn't go my way. I'm not just talking about some Willy Wonka but I want a golden goose! mindset either. I'm talking about big things. Heartbreaking things. Things that left me poured out and dried up and it felt like God may not actually love me. Would it be far off for me to wonder if perhaps maybe you've felt that way too?"