I feel the buzz of the freefall.

Mighty ocean will you catch me like I know you will?

I could lose everything right now just as it’s coming together.

Mad at you. I’ve been mad at you

and my eyes opened up last night

when I saw myself responsible.

The grass I lay in now is dry

beneath the council of trees so wise.

Is this really here and happening?

How does it all change so suddenly

I’ve seen this before so why am I surprised?

Bless the salty water in my body

pulling me back to the ocean by the moon.

What is my expression?

I’m soaking in it.