Well, I attempted suicide. I took pills and overdosed after my mom basically didn't want anything to do with me and then she sent me really hurtful emails for a few weeks and I just felt alone and hopeless, and that with her being the only family I was really in contact with, I felt that there's no reason for me ... I felt I was hurting so much inside, and I just felt that there was no reason to live anymore. So I overdosed.