I started reading about anything I could find, and somehow I happened upon an article written by a wonderful therapist by the name of Andrea Schneider, she does the show The Savvy Shrink on our network, and it was about narcissistic personality disorder, and I went, "I feel like I just got in the movie The Matrix where you can put in a plug in the back of your neck, and now you know how to fly a helicopter." That's what it was. I went, "Oh my gosh. This is what I've been doing with my entire life."