This is a quick episode where I reflect on my own internal battles which at this stage in life is perceiving myself in comparison to other people. In the past 2 months I have been lacking motivation, feeling overwhelmed, feeling depressed with a sense of being lost so I decided to start therapy, which has helped a lot, in order to try to understand those emotions and perhaps clarify my needs and things I want in life at this moment. Slowly I am realising that some of the things I was doing were purely based on how people would perceive me rather than doing it for the fact that I actually enjoy it and have a interest for it. I guess we all get trapped in worrying too much about what other people think of us and what others are doing with their lives, embracing ourselves for what we truly are is probably the best answer to find meaning in life while we get rid of all the distraction of comparing ourselves to other people.