i know it's not fucking easy, i know it hurts. you're sitting there over thinking, a million and one questions running through your head. unable to sleep, creating different scenarios in your mind, while making a mental list of regrets but you can't keep blaming yourself for someone else's inability to provide to type of love you deserve. tonight is just like any other night, difficult as hell but you'll do what you've always done. you'll get over it, you'll get through it. you'll be fine.