Content Warning: Discussion of weight, weigh gain, weight loss, disordered eating, eating disorders, self harm and working out,

This has the potential to be a triggering and controversial topic, but please don't assume the worst in me for talking about my weight. All my opinions about weight gain/loss/in general are all to do with me, my experiences and my opinions and perceived worth of myself, no one else. Me. Just me. If you are going to come at me citing prejudice etc then that is entirely your issue and not mine. I'm sorry, but not that sorry, 

Today I discuss a topic that is hard for me to discuss and one I have had issues with my entire adult life; my weight,