You know, when God has a plan for your life, it must be fulfilled. Regardless of how much you try to stray away or run away, God's work cannot return back up to him void, you know. And I constantly went back and forth. I mean, there was a time when it was, like, six months where I didn't even pick up a pen and write because I was like, "No way. God cannot be telling me to write a book."