In this Day 25 reflection (July 6), I dive into the deep tension I’ve been holding — between logic and mysticism, science and spirituality, structure and chaos. This one meanders through identity, truth, and what it means to show up as a multidimensional being in a world that wants clarity.

Here’s what comes through:– The tension of integrating spirituality (Human Design, hypnosis, Hermetics) with science and business– Saying things like “the universe is mental” and actually meaning it– What science actually measures — and why truth doesn’t need to wait for validation– Living between the measured and the mystical– Gut knowing, sacral response, and the body as truth-teller– Open Head Center reflections: receiving thoughts vs. owning them– Deconditioning as chaos — not in destruction, but in sovereignty– Learning to lead without external validation– Applying for roles vs. creating your own seat– Remembering that success isn't a formula — it’s a frequency– Overthinking, intrusive thoughts, and why some of us hesitate to post– Chaos as natural state: beating to your own drum until harmony finds you– Letting go of tailoring your message to be palatable– Reclaiming the messy, free, unfiltered truth of your presence

If you’ve ever felt like you’re too “out there,” too complex, or too nonlinear to fit into the expected mold — this video is your permission slip to keep going.

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