In this raw and reflective Day 26 log (July 7), I share the internal process behind a decision to keep going — after seriously considering quitting. This is the part of the journey most people skip over: the doubt, the messiness, the quiet recommitment.

Inside this episode:– The real moment I considered quitting this launch– Why I chose to continue (and what clarity came through)– The cost of not following your deeper knowing– Reflections on sacrifice: career, family, fatherhood– What this program is actually for — and who it’s meant to support– Reframing influence and leadership as a ripple effect– Why impact doesn’t mean scale — it means resonance– The people I serve: leaders on the cusp of transition, stuck in “shoulds”– The question that cracked me open: What do you actually want?– Insights on self-worth, interviews, and the one-way power dynamic– Creating a program that reflects lived experience, not abstract theory– Remembering that I'm already qualified — and so are you– How Human Design + hypnosis + embodied tools create lasting change– Why group programs scare me (and why I’m still building one)

This is a behind-the-scenes look at what it really takes to build something meaningful from the ground up — not from certainty, but from conviction.

If you’ve ever found yourself doubting your path, this log is for you.

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