This conversation in a churchyard started with a book, and moved on to recovering from addiction and how Esther is weathering the storm. "When the fear hits me I never see it coming, I'm always caught off guard, and then I'm just like, OK now it's here, now what do I do? Then you have a choice - you decide how you're going to handle it". #otherlivesareavailable #podcast #eastlondon #addictionrecovery