When you set a goal that you haven't achieved before, there is typically a point you hit where all of your emotions come up and you freak out a little bit. It is very normal during this time to want to give up and blame circumstances for failing.

It is important that during this time, you sit with your emotions and commit to doing thought work. You need to believe extra hard during this time in order to get through the freakout.

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