You're not the body, death of loved one, relationship after awakening, something attractive about manifestation, partner not into non-duality, Jac's old friends, underlying knowledge of truth, shock of knowing you're not real, loss of the personal, interpreting a dream, ego gets juice from being right, pull back from labeling, there's a certainty about real peace, fear of being alone, don't need the ego for doing, many dimensions, humans are the end product of consciousness, doomed to failure, techniques become the problem.