In this Day 29 reflection (July 10), I speak from the middle of the mess — where self-doubt, purpose, and clarity are all swirling at once. This isn’t a tidy summary. It’s a real-time reckoning with what it means to build something meaningful while you’re still becoming.

In this episode:– Feeling lost and stuck in my head– The power of conversation for breaking loops of self-doubt– How Christian and Adrienne helped reflect me back to myself– Realizing I can’t see the full picture from inside the frame– Wrestling with messaging: going too high-level or too granular, and missing the middle– Why I started speaking things out loud — even if no one listens– Acknowledging the feedback I’ve received (and why it’s hard to say it out loud)– What people have told me: “You helped me feel seen,” “You helped me believe in myself again”– Owning the impact of Human Design readings and transformation sessions– Reflections on job interviews, leadership, and presenting myself in the past– Naming the middle layer of the work: the part between vision and execution– Sandwich metaphors, email systems, and building something real– Creating something grounded, safe, and true — not just aspirational– Why it’s time to get specific, and start inviting people in– Remembering my bigger why: to help others step into their brilliance– Re-committing to conversations, client work, and the messy middle

This video is for anyone navigating the fog — still in motion, still figuring it out, but choosing to speak anyway.

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