On today's episode: "Last year, he’d literally be pulling his hair out as we sat to complete frustrating homework assignments. The shortest of blonde hairs collecting on the seat and floor beneath as he pulled them out handfuls at a time. The year before that? We could barely sit long enough to do anything. Years before that, when I wanted nothing more than to just sit and read to him, it was impossible for all the screaming and thrashing on his part. I prayed for this. I can’t count the number of silent prayers or all the times I whispered “Jesus” through tears because I couldn’t even think of the words to begin to tell God about it."