Technically I recorded the episode on vday, but knew I'd put it up on the 15th. This has been divinely orchestrated, we have a BEAUTIFUL TRANSIT where Venus, the planet of love, pleasure, values, relationships is conjunct neptune. Neptune, the planet of intuition, spiritually, compassion, dreams brings an elevated touch to an already VERY HAPPY Venus bc she is exalted in the sign of Pisces.

I went somewhere on the show that I never thought I would. I've been on this kick around admitting shame and guilt, 'purging my gunk' is how I see it. In this episode I open up around my past relationship of 10+ years. I got this intuitive hit to watch the Rihanna halftime show last night and during that 13 min performance I had quite the revelation.

My time in Guatemala is shifting me in ways where clarity, transparency, and truth are admitted and alchemized via my voice. The tall 'story' type walls I have built are being shown to me and responsibility is the only way I know how to transfigure this energy. I wanted to speak around the topic of abandonment within relationships. I used to label this as trauma but I've changed my perspective to reflect it's an experience and in fact there is no such thing as abandonment. Whoever has left your life has not abandoned you, they simply have served their purpose and have made space for new energy in order to teach you wisdom and insight. Coming to grips with this unconscious story I've carried around with me the last 7-8 years feels empowering and light!

We carry around so many stories that just are not TRUE! The energy of this annual Venus/ Neptune conjunction is asking you to really FEEL the connection to the divine. To always trust that no matter what the polarizing energy may feel like in this 3D dimension, it is ALWAYS working out for your best interest! Xox Dee