On today's episode: "For me, the thought that brought me to repentance was the memory I wanted my family to have of me at such a precious time. I was filled with tremendous sorrow as I considered my attitude toward the man I promised to cherish and the incredible blessing of these children that were looking to me to learn about the world. It was as if I had looked at these blessings that brought immeasurable joy to my life and said to the Lord they weren’t good enough."