In Episode 37, Billy Donnelly discusses his trip home for the holidays to see family, which included an agreed-upon plan to quarantine and have everyone in a good position to gather for Christmas. However, with a potential Covid breach compromising the whole situation, he lays out all the changes that went into effect, in addition to the last-minute scenario that put immense pressure put on him to make a decision with everyone's health in mind. He details all the thoughts that ran through his head while contemplating whether to proceed as planned or change course, plus his struggles with guilt and not wanting to be seen as the bad guy of Christmas by everyone.