In Episode 42, Billy Donnelly talks about some recent reflections that have him stuck in negative thoughts of feeling like a loser. He discusses his feelings that the universe is working against him and that, no matter what, he can't seem to catch a break, and the impact that has on self-esteem over time. He dives into his frustration of seemingly and repeatedly ending up back in the same bad endings, no matter how much he changes things or tries to learn past mistakes, and lays out the scenario of being stuck in a maze that refuses to let you find any degree of progress. He also discusses why he has trouble believing he deserves opportunity or success. He also has an update on his stomach health and stresses the importance of the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline. Plus, this week, there's some homework.