A raw, honest look into the unseen price of healing, growth, and choosing your truth.When I first chose to become a writer back in 2016, I thought I had already braved the hardest storms—breaking generational expectations and carving my own path.But the deeper truth?The hardest part wasn’t just choosing myself. It was keeping that choice, especially when everything else around me fell apart.In this video, I reflect on the emotional cost of staying true to who you are: from losing stability and battling mental health, to facing the loneliness that comes with being misunderstood—by family, society, even yourself.Through journal entries, personal vlogs, and storytelling, I share how I’m still learning to love the version of me that life tried to silence.This isn’t just about writing or creativity. It’s about survival. About finding peace amidst chaos, reclaiming identity after displacement, and choosing inner truth over external validation.If you’ve ever felt like the black sheep, the misunderstood one, or the dreamer navigating a world that doesn’t quite get you, this is for you.BECOME A BOOK REVIEWER:"Strokes of Desire, Cult of Eros #1" https://storyoriginapp.com/betacopies/4d1e472a-84a2-4001-bbf1-fd9d20d0fc4f"My Name is Pepper" https://storyoriginapp.com/reviewcopies/0863331a-17ac-11f0-a0c1-53dad364dbdeBUY MY UPCOMING BOOK: https://tinyurl.com/2c9x8yq4MORE EBOOK SELLERS: https://tinyurl.com/ynrjtn35PREORDER on Google Play: https://tinyurl.com/2c9x8yq4Hey! Mecyll here. Thanks for tuning in. Let me know your thoughts and feelings about this episode in the comment section below. If you like my content, don't forget to LIKE and SUBSCRIBE. I truly appreciate it. Thank you. Have a great day!FOLLOW ME:Facebook: https://facebook.com/mgasparywriter/TikTok: https://tiktok.com/@mecyllwrites/Instagram: https://instagram.com/mgasparywriter/YouTube: https://youtube.com/mgasparywriter/X: https://x.com/MGaspary1LinkedIn: https://linkedin.com/in/mecyll-gaspary/LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE"Writer Warriors Podcast" on Spotify & across podcast streaming providersClick here: https://tinyurl.com/ysz8sdldDISCOVER MORE:My books: https://mgaspary.com/published-works/Blog: https://mgaspary.com/blogNewsletter: https://mgaspary.substack.comGoodreads: https://tinyurl.com/2b2g7tznReedsy: https://tinyurl.com/23f2ywdtWattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/m_gasparyInkitt: https://www.inkitt.com/mecyllSTILL NOT ENOUGH? I HAVE MORE! HAHA! :)LEARN MORE ABOUT ME: https://mgaspary.com/aboutFIND ME ON GOOGLE.Type in M. Gaspary. You'll find me in bookstores worldwide! :))SUPPORT ME: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/mgasparywriterMUSIC CREDITS:"Endless" Prabajithk on Pixabay"Ginoo Ray Nakabalo" by Mecyll GasparyDISCLOSURE: This episode & description are co-written with AI. Combining creativity with technology.#mgaspary #mgasparywriter #filipinoauthor #selfpublishedauthor #booktok #authortok #writertok #ego #healingtrauma #cptsd #buildingself #spirituality #philosophy #psychology #writing #authortips #authorlife #writingforbeginners #strokesofdesire #cultoferos #strokesofdesire1 #cultoferosseries #author