In this vlog, I’m sharing a deeply personal journal entry I wrote in 2021—words I’ve never said aloud until now.Writing has always been my sanctuary, my way of surviving, thriving, and making sense of the chaos around me. It's how I supported my family, paid my debts, and built a life in Germany—even before I stepped foot here.This isn’t just a story about being a writer. Whether it’s being the black sheep, facing uncertain times, or choosing peace over popularity, this is me—unfiltered and grounded in truth.If you relate to being a quiet fighter, a dreamer who’s had to endure so much to stay kind, or someone tired of the lies, manipulation, and old power games—this one’s for you.BECOME A BOOK REVIEWER:"Strokes of Desire, Cult of Eros #1" https://storyoriginapp.com/betacopies/4d1e472a-84a2-4001-bbf1-fd9d20d0fc4f"My Name is Pepper" https://storyoriginapp.com/reviewcopies/0863331a-17ac-11f0-a0c1-53dad364dbdeBUY MY UPCOMING BOOK: https://tinyurl.com/2c9x8yq4MORE EBOOK SELLERS: https://tinyurl.com/ynrjtn35PREORDER on Google Play: https://tinyurl.com/2c9x8yq4Hey! Mecyll here. Thanks for tuning in. Let me know your thoughts and feelings about this episode in the comment section below. If you like my content, don't forget to LIKE and SUBSCRIBE. I truly appreciate it. Thank you. Have a great day!FOLLOW ME:Facebook: https://facebook.com/mgasparywriter/TikTok: https://tiktok.com/@mecyllwrites/Instagram: https://instagram.com/mgasparywriter/YouTube: https://youtube.com/mgasparywriter/X: https://x.com/MGaspary1LinkedIn: https://linkedin.com/in/mecyll-gaspary/LISTEN & SUBSCRIBE"Writer Warriors Podcast" on Spotify & across podcast streaming providersClick here: https://tinyurl.com/ysz8sdldDISCOVER MORE:My books: https://mgaspary.com/published-works/Blog: https://mgaspary.com/blogNewsletter: https://mgaspary.substack.comGoodreads: https://tinyurl.com/2b2g7tznReedsy: https://tinyurl.com/23f2ywdtWattpad: https://www.wattpad.com/user/m_gasparyInkitt: https://www.inkitt.com/mecyllSTILL NOT ENOUGH? I HAVE MORE! HAHA! :)LEARN MORE ABOUT ME: https://mgaspary.com/aboutFIND ME ON GOOGLE.Type in M. Gaspary. You'll find me in bookstores worldwide! :))SUPPORT ME: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/mgasparywriterMUSIC CREDITS:"Walking Dreaming Chill LoFi" by Snoozybeats on Pixabay"Wave of You Relaxing LoFi" by Snoozybeats on Pixabay"Waves of Solitude LoFi Beats" by Ribhav Agrawal on Pixabay"Morning Vibes" by Rizzlas on Pixabay"Melancholy Moon Vibes LoFi Beats" on Pixabay"Early Journey" by Rizzlas on Pixabay"LoFi Girl HipHop" by Kaveesha Senanayake on PixabayDISCLOSURE: This episode and description are co-written with AI. Combining creativity with technology.#mgaspary #mgasparywriter #filipinoauthor #selfpublishedauthor #booktok #authortok #writertok #ego #healingtrauma #cptsd #buildingself #spirituality #philosophy #psychology #writing #authortips #authorlife #writingforbeginners #strokesofdesire #cultoferos #strokesofdesire1 #cultoferosseries #author