I’ve been thinking a lot about integration - the phase after expansion, where things stop feeling new and exciting… and start feeling repetitive, slower, and honestly a little bit boring.

We also get into YouTube and the tension between building something educational vs deeply vulnerable + artistic.

✨ In this episode:

• 🎢 Missing the emotional highs/lows (and wondering if something’s wrong)
• 🌱 Why growth isn’t always breakthroughs - sometimes it’s repetition

• 🎥 Falling in love with YouTube — and discovering a slower, more intentional creative space

• 📊 Sharing my actual podcast numbers — and why I’m still doing this anyway

• 🎭 The tension between educator vs artist — and trying to hold both

• 🔁 Consistency without perfection — experimenting with formats just to keep going

See you on campus 💫