In Episode 48, Billy Donnelly opens up about his difficulties finding joy and happiness as of late and wonders where exactly his once-present ability to laugh, smile and generally have a good time has disappeared to. In talking through his feelings on the matter, he further dives into struggles of wanting to be liked and accepted as well as his own worries about how others perceive him as he navigates potentially finding a reason for this happening. He discusses imprisoning parts of his own personality in efforts to further exhibit control in those areas and the new issues that then creates moving forward.