There are so many things in this world that will try to convince you that following Christ is a waste of your time. There comes a point when you have to decide to stop going back and forth in your mind about who you are. You have to decide the route you want to take. If you're going to follow Christ, then choose GOD all the way. In choosing that, you have to inspect every aspect of your life and begin to work on doing what GOD says not what culture says. Choosing God for me is to represent the Kingdom of GOD in order to disturb the kingdom of darkness. You have to be bold with what you believe.