Sydnie and Alexis are roasting family - I mean chestnuts - on an open fire in this episode of Firsts: First holidays, birthdays, memorial days without Mum and Dad. In this episode, we take a walk down old traditions and new ones since our loss. We also touch upon expectations of how YOUR first holiday without a loved one should look.

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