"The presence of the Holy Spirit is the keystone of all our hopes."
- John Nelson Darby

Today's episode was inspired by a present moment with A.J. 

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marshmellow 6/25/03

if you're crazy then you can see
if you're stoned, silent, or even scared
you can hear.
and turn your lights on without your movements
all the cans in the shelter are knocked off the rack.
feel the whisper in your room.
a chill that awakens your bones
your heart beats like rapid-fire and you scream and pace around
still without a sound, in the mirror you notice blue
aqua suffocating you,
all the steam lets out the pot and the words have new context
am i afloat?
facedown for a day, there's no such things as ghosts
unless you want to think
shivering 
your heater's on
how did i make you calm?
retrace your steps to that night when it should have been you who died.
i'm paying back 2-fold
my vengeance is served cold on a razorblade dish
in the next life you can do what you wish
but you can't become a ghost
you have no anger
no obsession in your mind and if you had one, it was mere design
laboratory. lavatory.
wash your face in the cesspool
the fountain of youth
their eyes are so wide
I'll lead them to the deadpool.
you are my ghost.