TRIGGER WARNING! This episode is an emotional one for me and one of the hardest I had to record and edit. We had to once again gone through one of the worst experiences as pet owner. Freddy and I recently put down our 13 year old furry baby, Emjay. I was in the room with him kissing him until his very last breath. How do you know when it's time to say goodbye to something you love so much? I have struggled with that question  each time I had to unfortunately say goodbye to one of my furry babies. It DOESN'T get easier once you go through it once. I have had to put 4 furry babies down and each time my heart gets ripped out of my chest. I know that I am not alone in this pain. People around you may never truly understand your sadness and grief because only you and your pet had that beautiful relationship. You take all the time you need to heal. This is part of my healing process, sharing and talking about it with you all. I hope this shows that it's okay to not be sure when to put your furry loved one down. There are things to look for and pay attention to help you make this difficult decision. I have included the videos I watched that helped me to know when it was time. Remember that that you are never alone in your confusion, sadness and pain.